An Update.

I honestly do not believe I would ever write on this blog after graduated from INTEC. Nonetheless, I am writing a freaking post on my personal blog, talk about nostalgia.
Life has changed so much since I hit the 20 y/o mark and migrating to Australia for 4 years just accelerates the changes. However, some things will never change such as how non-chinese people attempting to pronounce my chinese name correctly albeit being warned they will fail to do so and me chasing after the perfect score in my academic.

Despite these constants, I have noticed some slight changes in my life. As I grow older, many people start being concerned about my personal life; the "do-you-have-a-boyfriend" phrase just constantly bugs me. It got me very confused because I vividly remember how everyone was discouraging me to be in a relationship while I was in high school and college. I get that some people need to have another person to share their life with but I am actually very happy being with myself. I can even make jokes on my single status because I am not ashamed to be alone; I feel empowered and motivated to handle my own life. Whenever people bombard me with questions about my status, I puzzled. Just because I have been in Australia for 7 months doesn't mean I will have these Australians fawning over me. I ain't no vixen/seductress nor pretty enough to be casting love spells on the opposite sex. In fact, I think my resting bitch face is scaring everyone away. Ask anyone in my course, lectures, tutorials, they all have the same conclusion about me- she is very intimidating (Yes, I scare everyone away by just being me). Lols. Furthermore, I am way too mature for 18-20's tastes cause I am an old soul stuck in a freaking anorexic tall vessel. Enough said, I think if I am a normal guy, I wont ever want to approach this cold witch currently writing the entry. So whoever that is reading this, kindly refrain from asking about my nonexistence boyfriend cause I DON'T HAVE ONE.

My relationship status isnt the only changes though, I have noticed I have changed a lot too. Though many people might disagree with me but I think I have become more bitchy as I grew older. Dont get me wrong, I am very professional when it comes to dealing with strangers but when someone gets on my bad side, I dont tolerate any of their BS; I basically tell them to F-off unlike my rather meek attitude back in the days (*gasp* how rude yinghuei, how rude tsk tsk tsk). As for the "me" hanging out with my friends, I am still that annoying looney psychotic person who runs around with a screw loose, randomly sings and does some weird shit out of a sudden.

I miss home but I am having FUN here with PHYS1171. I have met new friends, hangout with them, made a fool out of myself, crying over the bloody 6 for BIOL1040 (I am a perfectionist #sorrynotsorry) ect ect. Alas, I am glad that I am able to experience new things in Australia. It is normal for me going to sleep every night remembering how fortunate I am to be paid to study.

Signing off,
Antisocial Witch.

Xoxo