Not even 2 months into 2016, I have known so many people in my life suffering from incurable illnesses. My heart breaks every time when someone tells me they are coping with their loved ones ailments. I have been there, the grieving process was hard to overcome. Can't believe I will be going through that again very soon, I am not as expressive as before so I dont know how I will handle the news when it comes.
All these incidents made me realised that tomorrow is not granted to any of us, my life can end anytime, anywhere and in any circumstances. Knowing that, I know I have to appreciate what is given to me and start giving back. Making my existence useful to people who love me (i am not sure there is anyone except my family and close friends cause I have offended so many people) and the society is one of my priorities now. It has come to my realisation that I am one of the many blessed ones in many occasions and I should practise mindfulness and reach out to others. Karma really works and I truly believe you get back what you did. Instead of focusing on the negative aspects in life, I will start enjoying the presence of every single good thing that comes into my life. So if you are reading this, thank you for being in my life, I have gained something useful from your presence in my life.
Death humbles me.
Love,
Ying Huei.
